"I’m not a model the camera turned on by itself"

  • me on my way home from class: oh man i'm gonna get so much work done let me make a to do list and get that shit done quickly and effectively i'm so pumped
  • me the second i get home: nah

I have such a fucking crush on my one coworker and also on my borderline homophobic straight friend that doesn’t talk to me since I came out

Also on a couple people I follow and a couple friends that moved away but are also straight

The struggle is real where are they gay ladies I’m attracted to are you all hiding miles away come here you gorgeous nerds Lancaster County is beautiful

ironically posting about my worries reminded me that i forgot to take my prozac yesterday lmao FAILURE

i feel really selfish worrying about the competition balou and i are supposed to do in a couple weeks and whether or not she’ll be sound for it

like i know my first concern should be that she gets healthy and trust me it is, if she has to have time off and everything that’s fine because what’s most important to me is that i have my bee in my life for many years, healthy, happy and sound

but by the same token if i can’t go to the comp on the 1st i’m still going to be really disappointed :(

the vet is gonna check her out today so i will have some more answers this afternoon i hope. fingers crossed it’s minor (or even better lol, she has had 5 days off and if it was just a little stone bruise or muscle pull or something it will probably be healed) and we can start back to light work :)

i just worry

tbh i really love mariachi music because the association i have with listening to it is so peaceful?

like when lola was at our old barn in delaware i would usually go out there around lunchtime and fernando and roberto and vicente and juan would be hanging out and listening to mariachi music and i would get lola ready and we’d hang out

plus there was this mexican restaurant we’d all go to together and they only played mariachi music and the fucking food there was so legit delicious it was ridiculous

i miss those guys :( but mariachi music reminds me of all that :)

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The Book of Life


so The Book of Life has a Mexican mariachi version of “I Will Wait” by fucking Mumford and Sons

this movie is a cinematic masterpiece

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It’s cold out I’m mad

Why do people make fun of gluten free diets so much